shinga: (sad)
shinga ([personal profile] shinga) wrote2011-12-18 10:33 pm

Kiss me, hold me, tell me everything will be okay... tell me I'M okay....

Randomly emotional. Like I want to cry and I'm not entirely sure what all triggered it. Maybe an assortment of things. Missing my family, being a shit friend, PMSing for entirely too long now... desperate for some closeness, some intimacy. I don't even mean sex, just... closeness.

Aaaand I'm about to come up on the episode of Scrubs with Brendan Fraser's character. What a depressing handful of episodes. I watch Scrubs to cheer up, I really do, but they do have a few episodes that can send me into a wobbly of tears. Ben, Laverne, Carla's PPD... ffff

I wish I was a better person.

I think I'm going to make myself some hot cocoa.