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I'm tired of being upset and angry and irritated. I'm beginning to get headaches. Might down some painkillers soon and go to bed after this movie.
Seriously, know what sucks? Being hurt by some one but entirely understanding what they're going through and knowing it's not their fault and they're not hurting you on purpose and dammit you want to help and still be there for them but Jesus Christ you want to be able to be selfish once in a while.
But maybe I'm already too selfish. Maybe the act of ~being home all day~ (because that totally means I do nothing, right?), being disabled and unable to work, unable to drive, makes me inherently selfish. So, fuck it. Go me.
Seriously, know what sucks? Being hurt by some one but entirely understanding what they're going through and knowing it's not their fault and they're not hurting you on purpose and dammit you want to help and still be there for them but Jesus Christ you want to be able to be selfish once in a while.
But maybe I'm already too selfish. Maybe the act of ~being home all day~ (because that totally means I do nothing, right?), being disabled and unable to work, unable to drive, makes me inherently selfish. So, fuck it. Go me.