2014-07-30

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2014-07-30 10:04 am
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Will stayed up late last night setting up my new computer.

Today I'm listening to music... the second the bass hit my bones I nearly cried. I don't think I quite realized how much I emotionally rely on music throughout my daily routine... I had the laptop but its speakers have been acting up (and even when they work they're only barely usable for music... I can't FEEL it like I do with the desktop speakers)

I have my music back. I feel a breath of life again that's been strained for weeks now.

Already I find myself wanting to draw all damn day, something I've not wanted to do a whole lot lately. I want to exercise. I want to dance. I want to get some cleaning done. I want to plan and scheme and plot. I want to write. I want to actually finally live instead of merely surviving day to day in a fog.
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2014-07-30 05:01 pm

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Anxiety was set off again today. Got a bit worse on the way home. Listening to music loudly to try to shut things out. Got friends coming over tonight, that might help.

VA appointment early tomorrow... it's just labs. Poke and done. No big deal.

It's been a rough week. I hope things look up soon.