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Oct. 25th, 2011 10:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shingaI am PMSy and moody as hell. I am reacting to just about everything negatively and I can't decide if I want to snap at some one or cuddle up with them instead. If I want to hide away from them or cry on their shoulder. Chaos of the mind is a frustrating thing... I'm angry and sad and lonely and overwhelmed and I so badly want to be the type of friend/daughter/sister/girlfriend that Does Things Right but it appears all I can do is mess things up. Even when I try to do something good there's some detail I left out, something the loved one notices... and usually it's ALL they notice. Makes me want to give up trying.
Emotions on high on top of mind blurriness from pain? Makes things... goopy... that's the only word I can think of.
Carpel tunnel is bad. Must be the weather it's normally not this annoying. Also head and lower body hurting from the incoming rain. I love rain, I just hate my body's way of warning me. ;P
Blergh
BLERGH I SAY
I promise there are good and happy things happening, I am just tired and needing to vent even when I can't find the words to express what's bothering me. Just typing out that I feel this way helps a little bit.
Emotions on high on top of mind blurriness from pain? Makes things... goopy... that's the only word I can think of.
Carpel tunnel is bad. Must be the weather it's normally not this annoying. Also head and lower body hurting from the incoming rain. I love rain, I just hate my body's way of warning me. ;P
Blergh
BLERGH I SAY
I promise there are good and happy things happening, I am just tired and needing to vent even when I can't find the words to express what's bothering me. Just typing out that I feel this way helps a little bit.