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[shinga]

Really not in a good headspace today. I don't know what I want or need to get through it, just... kind of rough right now. Tons of stress dreams last night... some associated with bad memories, some just made up madness eating at me. Woke up in tears and my mood's not exactly gotten better since. I don't know what would be good. Get out of the house or stay in, be alone or be surrounded... too chaotic in my head to think straight.