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Being back on the meds is good, but it does mean dealing with the first couple of weeks of side effects. One of them being a fucked up sleeping pattern. Usually it'll just make me tired all the time, but that doesn't seem to be so bad this time around. Instead I'll be tired at the right time, go to bed... and just lay there unable to sleep for 2 hours. Then when I finally DO sleep, I wake up easily and frequently and by the time I finally get up it's ASS-late in the day because dammit, I needed the rest, then I feel like the day is wasted and I'm annoyed.

I really, really look forward to this passing. I like my sleep, and I like it at the times I want it, dammit!

Oh, and...

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I had a sore throat when I got up this morning... and one when I got up yesterday. And I'm sniffly. So of course this means I MIGHT be coming down with something (AGAIN?!)

But I really really want to go to karaoke tonight! *whine, cry* If I don't, I mean, it won't be a totally wasted night. Sitting at home making sure I'm healthy and not pushing my body too far (like I did Friday), watching TV, relaxing with boyfriend-thing... not going out tonight wouldn't suck, it's just that I like doing karaoke and hanging with those people and WHINE WHINE WHIIIINE.

What should I dooo?? :'(

(I know the wise answer. Stay in, take care of self, drink plenty of water, take some Airborne, get some rest rather than staying out ass-late and boozing and screaming enthusiastically at strangers :()

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Chugged Airborne, took some Vitamin C, and some Ibuprofen for the headache. Now to settle in, grab some commission work to keep me busy, and pout. ;)

In all honesty I LOVE karaoke but the occasional week off is probably not a bad idea. :\ I'm probably exhausting the fuck out of my body and especially this time of year I kinda need to calm down a bit and stay in and rest.

I'm seriously beginning to annoy myself, ugh

My moodiness is bad today. I am, against all logic and reason, upset that Will's going to karaoke tonight. I'm at home, whiny and lonely, and somewhat pissy because the only time he's going is when I decide to stay home. He's going because of some one who is going who he wants to hang out with. It's not about me, and I know it isn't, but I'm still upset and it's driving me insane because it's stupid.

I WANT THIS STUPID MOOD SWING PHASE TO PASS.

Also this headache.

Sigh. :( I am annoying myself.