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Jan. 10th, 2011 03:04 pmSick :(
Jan. 10th, 2011
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Jan. 10th, 2011 11:25 pmWeight loss progress - about 5lbs down, at 140 even right now. It's been there for a bit but it's about to be ~that time of month~ so there's gonna be some weirdness there.
Will's been awesome today. Got home, got me cider and medicine and now he's making dinner. Not to mention he's putting up with whatever whiny neediness I decide to throw upon him at random.
In my half-asleep stupor last night it occurred to me... you know, I really don't remember what it's like to NOT have some sort of physical pain at all times. I mean yeah if I get drunk enough everything numbs, but keep in mind I specified that I don't remember, which is still quite accurate. Is it a wise habit to have, getting drunk to escape it? Hell no, and I've been cutting back a lot even though my pain's increased lately. But yeah. It was just a weird, random thought.
I want a cookie.
Will's been awesome today. Got home, got me cider and medicine and now he's making dinner. Not to mention he's putting up with whatever whiny neediness I decide to throw upon him at random.
In my half-asleep stupor last night it occurred to me... you know, I really don't remember what it's like to NOT have some sort of physical pain at all times. I mean yeah if I get drunk enough everything numbs, but keep in mind I specified that I don't remember, which is still quite accurate. Is it a wise habit to have, getting drunk to escape it? Hell no, and I've been cutting back a lot even though my pain's increased lately. But yeah. It was just a weird, random thought.
I want a cookie.