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I accidentally skipped my meds Wednesday. Could double up on the Baby Pez the next day and have it be fine but it's still rough. And I can't just ~double up~ on anti-depressants the next day and be all good. So I'm going through a mental and emotional roller coaster ride and it'll last at least another week and I'm exhausted all the time and goddammit I just want to go home and sleep because tomorrow, while I'm happy for it and it will be amazing (friends getting hitched and whatnot) it's also going to be long and exhausting and I might be a physical and mental wreck by the end of the night. Hoping I'll be all good, I'll try my hardest to push back the evil moods. Bah... stupid moods.

I just want to go to bed. I'm not home, waiting for Will to pick me up and bring me that way. Just want to sleep...