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I ran out of birth control as the VA failed for the second time now to send them when I called it in. But, you know what? My hormones have been madness, I've gained 30lbs, and I'm actually thinking I'm going to take a break for at least six months off of the birth control. Don't worry, there's really no risk of me getting pregnant in that time or anything.

So we'll see how that goes.

I also cut my Prozac intake in half. The side effects are really getting to me and I'm sick of it and maybe a lower dosage will make them stop.

I have a purring kitty next to me. This is, at times, all the anti-depressant I need ;) I'm being facetious of course, but she still brings a smile to my face and a calm to my heart.

Been having anxiety and panic issues out of nowhere. I haven't had this issue in, like, 10 years. I want to get back into meditation and such soon, see if that doesn't help. But my favorite place to meditate is now my brother's temporary bedroom so ergh. I'm sure I can find some place else, I just like a room with minimal to no electronics when I meditate.

Enjoyed yesterday... a day of sleep, rest, and TV time with boyfriend and brother. Very laid back, exactly what I needed.