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Having one of those "why bother" days. With... almost everything. I need things at the store... glue for art. Then I need to frame stuff. Also need groceries. And after all this I have to manage to, you know, pay rent and bills. With WHAT money, you ask? No idea. Might skip on the groceries. Tempted to not bother with art because it's not like anyone's going to buy it anyway. Kind of just want to say "fuck it" to everything - I won't, probably. But it's tempting. And it's rooted in money anxiety, of course.

I'll probably use my birthday money for the framing - it won't cover all of it, but it'll help. Bleh. Gotta spend money to make money, blah blah - the problem comes when you don't have the initial money to spend. :P

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Damn, I did it wrong.