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Apr. 10th, 2014
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Apr. 10th, 2014 11:20 pmHitting a level of exhaustion I haven't felt in... well, okay, a few days. Well that's not true. Yes I was exhausted Monday from the weekend and some emotional stuff, but that was more or less just "okay this will improve with sleep" - this is another level of exhausted. And frustratingly I still have so much pent up energy from that weekend. It was invigorating, dammit, and I am so goddamn drained that I can't do much about it.
I know why. It's kind of just... everything. Emotional exhaustion, physical, mental, etc... plus, you know. Hormones. Shark Week is over a week late, again, and it's making a valiant effort to start today. Poor uterus - it tries.
So yeah, we'll see how this weekend pans out. Will I be able to use some of that simmering energy? Get out of the house, maybe to RHPS or Faire or a friend's place or find a party or SOMETHING? Or will I be in so much pain, so sick, and so exhausted that the most I can manage is a few non-consecutive hours of video games before falling asleep again?
Time will tell. Either way, Will's off LARPing for the weekend so at least some quiet downtime/me-time is guaranteed. Which is good. Yes it's nice lately to finally embrace the extrovert side of me but the introvert isn't dead and it needs some care and attention too.
18 day until my birthday. I should figure out if I'll do anything special for it... or what I want. Money, presents, etc? Hmm. It's the last year of my 20s, after all. I jokingly called it "pre-30" today and there might be some truth in that. So yeah not a HUGE deal for a birthday, really? But hell last year was such a clusterfuck I kind of want to do my best EVERY year to make sure my birthday is good. Doesn't need to be epic or grand or eventful, just... good.
I know why. It's kind of just... everything. Emotional exhaustion, physical, mental, etc... plus, you know. Hormones. Shark Week is over a week late, again, and it's making a valiant effort to start today. Poor uterus - it tries.
So yeah, we'll see how this weekend pans out. Will I be able to use some of that simmering energy? Get out of the house, maybe to RHPS or Faire or a friend's place or find a party or SOMETHING? Or will I be in so much pain, so sick, and so exhausted that the most I can manage is a few non-consecutive hours of video games before falling asleep again?
Time will tell. Either way, Will's off LARPing for the weekend so at least some quiet downtime/me-time is guaranteed. Which is good. Yes it's nice lately to finally embrace the extrovert side of me but the introvert isn't dead and it needs some care and attention too.
18 day until my birthday. I should figure out if I'll do anything special for it... or what I want. Money, presents, etc? Hmm. It's the last year of my 20s, after all. I jokingly called it "pre-30" today and there might be some truth in that. So yeah not a HUGE deal for a birthday, really? But hell last year was such a clusterfuck I kind of want to do my best EVERY year to make sure my birthday is good. Doesn't need to be epic or grand or eventful, just... good.
