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[shinga]

It's pros and cons time again, kids!

Again, it's about karaoke tonight.

Pros
- I usually have a lot of fun there
- A friend is celebrating getting a job
- $2 double wells tonight, rather than the usual $3

Cons
- Massive headache
- The reason for the $2 drinks? GIANT event tonight. Like 10 year anniversary/guest DJs/lots of people/etc... I DO NOT DO WELL IN GIANT CROWDS OF PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW. Yeah some of them I'll know as they're regulars but considering last week had just a few loud non-regulars and I was still uncomfortable? Tonight sounds... potentially very bad. It's a fairly small space too. Anxiety + small space + crowds of strangers + NOISE = ohgodohgodohgodohgod

So, pfeh. As far as numbers go, pros outweigh. But the intensity of the cons is pretty bad.

EDIT decision made for me in a way. Friends called offering alternative plans that actually sound really nice and relaxing, and involves never leaving the house. I think this week, I'll go with that plan. END EDIT

Bahhh... for now, Sims. ;p At least on a video game I can be a celebrity surrounded by people and not be nervous. Yaaay.