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[shinga]

I don't do the emotionally vulnerable openness thing very well. Every time I try it, I... GUESS I eventually get it right? But I feel like I'm stumbling constantly, like I'm a newborn baby deer who hasn't quite figured out the concept of its own legs. I'm technically, in this baby deer scenario, walking... I get to my destination eventually... but my legs are shaky and I probably look like a bit of an idiot and I'm hoping whoever is around to witness it is more likely to be patient and encouraging than just pointing and laughing at the idiot who hasn't figured out the very simple task of walking.

I'll figure it out. But the whole vulnerable emotional thing is going to take a lot of work... those tiny deer legs are going to be wobbling for a long damn time. :P