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Feb. 25th, 2011 02:28 pmFor the last two months I've been... taking a break from crowds. No karaoke, no Pan. Or, rather, Pan very infrequently. Due to the family issues and the stress that came with my anxiety heightened in these particular situations and once I found that out I decided it'd be best to give myself a break. I'm not avoiding people altogether, just areas with loud noises + multiple strangers + public venue. It's just... a break I needed. Sometimes I think I still need it.
Was exhausted last night. Went to bed far earlier than I normally do and passed the fuck out for, not kidding you, 15 hours. Woke up when the phone rang and was rather startled by what time it was. Then immediately noticed the urge to throw up and how goddamn freezing I was. Well, shit.
Have spent most of my awake time in the bathroom, and I know that's not done yet. Still tired but I can probably attribute that to oversleeping. On top of all this my period decided on a surprise comeback tour. So not cool. It's been so damned weird this month.
So yeah, in conclusion, I miss Pan. I miss the people I hang out with there especially the ones I only see there. But God I feel like I got hit by a bus. A bus of nausea and pain and fail.
Fuck you, bus.
Was exhausted last night. Went to bed far earlier than I normally do and passed the fuck out for, not kidding you, 15 hours. Woke up when the phone rang and was rather startled by what time it was. Then immediately noticed the urge to throw up and how goddamn freezing I was. Well, shit.
Have spent most of my awake time in the bathroom, and I know that's not done yet. Still tired but I can probably attribute that to oversleeping. On top of all this my period decided on a surprise comeback tour. So not cool. It's been so damned weird this month.
So yeah, in conclusion, I miss Pan. I miss the people I hang out with there especially the ones I only see there. But God I feel like I got hit by a bus. A bus of nausea and pain and fail.
Fuck you, bus.