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Jul. 3rd, 2012 01:17 pmTrying so hard to have a good day and stay smiling. But it's proving difficult the more things happen. Friends going through stuff, coffee spilled, worried about finances and good LORD why am I in so much pain these last couple of days? It's ridiculous! Luckily I have a massage appointment today. Ergh.
On the bright side my anti-people mood is improving. It was a rough few days of hating everything that breathed. Now I'm kind of recovered from that for the most part. Willing to be social and all. Which is good, lots going on this week. I'm still overly emotional about things, though. Overreacting to tiny things and creating large dramas in my head... convincing myself people hate me etc etc. It's absolutely ridiculous but oddly hard to shut my brain up about it.
ffffuuu my brain is dumb. I should shut it up with wine or something. :P I won't, probably, but it's a fun thought. I'll just threaten it.
On the bright side my anti-people mood is improving. It was a rough few days of hating everything that breathed. Now I'm kind of recovered from that for the most part. Willing to be social and all. Which is good, lots going on this week. I'm still overly emotional about things, though. Overreacting to tiny things and creating large dramas in my head... convincing myself people hate me etc etc. It's absolutely ridiculous but oddly hard to shut my brain up about it.
ffffuuu my brain is dumb. I should shut it up with wine or something. :P I won't, probably, but it's a fun thought. I'll just threaten it.