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Aug. 27th, 2012 06:59 pmBright side: No more crazy emotional irrational PMS feels!
Dark side: That means Shark Week kicked up and oh dear god it's a tough one. Shaky, dizzy, nauseous, pain everywhere, cramps... I look the part too. Meek and pale and sickly. It was great this morning, that's the annoying part... I started last night but woke up feeling energetic and great. I had some coffee, did some work, played Sims a little, made plans to hang with peoples tonight... then WHAM! RIGHT IN THE EVERYTHING. I played Sims a little longer until I couldn't sit in a chair anymore. Took painkillers hoping they'd work and I could still go out. BUT NOPE. They did nothing.
So, I'm staying in. :( I did want to go out. Will was gone most of the weekend and even though being on my own isn't so bad, loneliness is amplified when PMS comes into the picture. So my socialization-needs are just as amplified far earlier in the week than usual. I want people around. Will's out again tonight but that's more than fine... he was playing video games before he left and commentating and I wanted to be all "STOP WITH NOISE THINGS" because ohgodno. So now it's quieter and I'm not immediately drained by making conversation. I want the socialization but don't have the energy. Using the spoon theory analogy... all my available spoons are currently being soaked up by a tampon. So. Yeah. xD
Addison went to the store and came home with a bag of Dove dark chocolate. This also helps. I might make some tea in a while. Have some oils burning. Meditation. My body's number one hobby is rebelling and kicking my mind's plans right in the face... but I will fight back and show it who's boss. :)
Dark side: That means Shark Week kicked up and oh dear god it's a tough one. Shaky, dizzy, nauseous, pain everywhere, cramps... I look the part too. Meek and pale and sickly. It was great this morning, that's the annoying part... I started last night but woke up feeling energetic and great. I had some coffee, did some work, played Sims a little, made plans to hang with peoples tonight... then WHAM! RIGHT IN THE EVERYTHING. I played Sims a little longer until I couldn't sit in a chair anymore. Took painkillers hoping they'd work and I could still go out. BUT NOPE. They did nothing.
So, I'm staying in. :( I did want to go out. Will was gone most of the weekend and even though being on my own isn't so bad, loneliness is amplified when PMS comes into the picture. So my socialization-needs are just as amplified far earlier in the week than usual. I want people around. Will's out again tonight but that's more than fine... he was playing video games before he left and commentating and I wanted to be all "STOP WITH NOISE THINGS" because ohgodno. So now it's quieter and I'm not immediately drained by making conversation. I want the socialization but don't have the energy. Using the spoon theory analogy... all my available spoons are currently being soaked up by a tampon. So. Yeah. xD
Addison went to the store and came home with a bag of Dove dark chocolate. This also helps. I might make some tea in a while. Have some oils burning. Meditation. My body's number one hobby is rebelling and kicking my mind's plans right in the face... but I will fight back and show it who's boss. :)