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Today has been rough. Last month shark week was heavy and long but not overly painful or exhausting. This month it's heavy, painful, exhausting, and ANGERING. I have spent all day dancing the line of angry and too tired to feel much more than a vague humming annoyance. Sick of some people. Ready to snap at others who have done nothing wrong. Not sure which ones are which sometimes.

I am... having a hard time thinking straight. I don't do "anger" very often and I hate it. It's exhausting. It's deafening. I like actually fucking listening to people and assuming the best of them and being quiet. Now I just want to yell. Now I just want to write them off at the slightest offense and stop caring about them altogether. It's an awful feeling, I don't like this.

Hopefully it goes away really soon with rest and my hormones calming their asses down.

Will's LARPing this weekend so on the bright side he won't be caught in any crossfire this weekend assuming my mood sticks around. ;P

I'll figure out how to relax. I know this is both hormones and a few straight weeks of complete chaos catching up to me.