At least I worked out a deal with the massage therapist friend so I can get worked on. wheeeee

[shinga]

Gotta admit, getting sick of people being all "uh, did you even tell your doctor about quitting?"* YES, I DID. Jesus. I've said it multiple times. The doctor(s) know, I've been weaning for over a year, and they themselves suggested I clean the prozac out and if I need something in the future to explore another type of meds that didn't have so many of the awful side effects that wrecked my body.

I know I'm a bit sensitive right now but I kind of want to snap at everyone who brings it up. I'M NOT STUPID, PLEASE STOP ASSUMING I'M DOING THIS RECKLESSLY.

I want to punch things.

Also, I've decided that my least favorite withdrawal so far is the weird... electrical surges/pulses/THINGS that go all twitchy all over my skull. It's weird and annoying.

Also Shark Week started today so I'm extra hissy. I want comfort food (another symptom - SO FUCKING HUNGRY ALL THE TIME. Thank god for self-control), a comfortable number in my bank account, wine, and cuddles. MAYBE ALL OF THOSE AT THE SAME TIME.

(*on the off chance one of the people who's done this is reading this post, I am NOT angry at any specific person. I know everyone who has said it means well but after the fifth time you understand why I might be a bit short-tempered)

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[takhisis]

Oh fuck, "The Zaps". Gawd, I hate those fuckers too. Hang in there, lovely lady. *snugs and loves*