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[shinga]

Fuck pain, fuck noise, fuck money, fuck health, fuck everything. The "fuck it" is strong with this one today, goddammit. I hurt, I'm broke as fuck, the tiniest things are making me want to fucking kill shit, and I've only been awake for a couple of hours.

Fuck it fuck it fuck it. I want to cry and scream and hit something until it cries worse than I want to right now.

But in the end, every single thing I go through is my own goddamn fault so why even bitch about it, right?

Fuck it.