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Jul. 16th, 2012 02:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shingaSo today I'm going through Facebook photos to untag shit that isn't actually of me (like memes and shit) and going back far enough is getting depressing.
I hope this thyroid thing sorts it shit out because goddammit I want to cry more than anything right now.
I'm trying so hard to be body-positive and focus more on my health than how I look but I'm just so unhappy. Yesterday at King Spa I was, for a while, the ONLY woman there in an extra-large. Also FUCK YOU KING SPA for making the hugest size a different color. Way to make me feel like shit. Later a couple of other women were in pink and it helped... at least I didn't stick out like a fat thumb. But still, for a couple of hours I just wanted to cry.
Bleh.
edit This is made worse by time-of-month bloating and a couple of comments from people in the last week. ie I mention cookies (ones I didn't even eat) and the response? "Any weightgain from here on out if your fault"... the other comment I made about panties with holes in them "well maybe if you skip a couple of fast food trips you wouldn't have this problem"... WTF? fuck the world
I hope this thyroid thing sorts it shit out because goddammit I want to cry more than anything right now.
I'm trying so hard to be body-positive and focus more on my health than how I look but I'm just so unhappy. Yesterday at King Spa I was, for a while, the ONLY woman there in an extra-large. Also FUCK YOU KING SPA for making the hugest size a different color. Way to make me feel like shit. Later a couple of other women were in pink and it helped... at least I didn't stick out like a fat thumb. But still, for a couple of hours I just wanted to cry.
Bleh.
edit This is made worse by time-of-month bloating and a couple of comments from people in the last week. ie I mention cookies (ones I didn't even eat) and the response? "Any weightgain from here on out if your fault"... the other comment I made about panties with holes in them "well maybe if you skip a couple of fast food trips you wouldn't have this problem"... WTF? fuck the world
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Date: 2012-07-16 08:22 pm (UTC)