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Nov. 9th, 2012 12:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shingaIt's my personal mission to try to get away from negative focuses for a while. I mean stuff here and there still sucks and I have no problem acknowledging it but dwelling has become unhealthy... for me, and for my relationship. And it's not worth it. So, the positive.
1. Will and I's relationship is getting stronger every day as we grow together. We're at an important step and we resisted the growth for a while but it seems we're both getting to a place mentally where we can handle this. And I've never been happier with him.
2. My friends. The love, support, strength, closeness, even if I hermit for weeks at a time I can show back up and it's as if no time has passed at all.
3. My family. I know there was a LOT of brokenness, pain, and struggle and it seems as individuals and as a family we're coming out stronger for it. Changed... but strong.
4. Will's family. They've welcomed me and they've helped us so much with Will's medical bills and financial struggles.
5. The search for a new home. A house... probably for rent, possibly to buy. It's terrifying but wonderful.
And so, so much more. Even the little things, like Dianakitty crawling into my lap and curling up purring as I typed this.
Despite the negative, when I really step back from things and breathe I realize... I am happy.
1. Will and I's relationship is getting stronger every day as we grow together. We're at an important step and we resisted the growth for a while but it seems we're both getting to a place mentally where we can handle this. And I've never been happier with him.
2. My friends. The love, support, strength, closeness, even if I hermit for weeks at a time I can show back up and it's as if no time has passed at all.
3. My family. I know there was a LOT of brokenness, pain, and struggle and it seems as individuals and as a family we're coming out stronger for it. Changed... but strong.
4. Will's family. They've welcomed me and they've helped us so much with Will's medical bills and financial struggles.
5. The search for a new home. A house... probably for rent, possibly to buy. It's terrifying but wonderful.
And so, so much more. Even the little things, like Dianakitty crawling into my lap and curling up purring as I typed this.
Despite the negative, when I really step back from things and breathe I realize... I am happy.
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Date: 2012-11-10 02:31 am (UTC)