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[shinga]

The stress dreams with the theme "all your friends are turned against you and they hate you now and you're alone" are never all that subtle. Which I appreciate, honestly. I'd rather have those quiet back-of-my-mind stresses right up front where they belong so I can deal with them. I don't like having to dream it in the first place, but... seems I've been ignoring some of my stress when I'm awake so my brain does what it has to.

Stupid brain. Being all... responsible about my issues and forcing me to deal with them.

Mind you, the fear is unrealistic. I've got nothing to worry about here. "Amazingly" that doesn't stop me from being irrational here.