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[shinga]

Twenty years. Almost twenty years of shedding uterine lining every 30 days on average. This has been a significant majority of my life. So it'd be SUPER awesome if my body stopped fucking panicking and going into "blue screen of death"-like mode EVERY FUCKING TIME IT HAPPENS. I hurt all over (might also be rain coming in next week contributing to that), cramping, tired, headachey, nauseated, etc. It's ridiculous and I'm annoyed.