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[shinga]

Things I somehow simultaneously want:

Molten chocolate lava cake
Steak
A heavy make-out session
A massage
A nap
Coffee
Tea
Cute shoes
Stompy gothy boots that scare men
Sex
Pixar movies
A good cry (this is pretty much the same as "Pixar movies")
Isolation
Socialization

There's more.

One of the biggest "yeah shark week's starting any second now" things I've noticed about myself... desire. For what? Doesn't seem to matter. I just get very very focused and stubborn and demanding about whatever the hell I decide I want in that second, even if it changes immediately to something that directly contradicts it.

So it seems this month so far I've gone through the shitty moods/enhanced depression shit (over the weekend) and now I've moved onto this.

Any second now, uterus. Let's do this and get it over with.