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Jan. 7th, 2011 02:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shingaWent to the VA, they rushed me in to get the blood drawn before therapy. SIX TUBES, so if I drink tonight it will be minimal.
Therapy was all right. Talked about what's been going on the last few weeks, with friends and my relationship and my parents. She knew about the situation with my family, it was still fresh on my mind when I talked to her last. It was the first time I've ever cried in therapy. She noticed now that my emotions are far more controlled and subdued and she worried that I'd built up a callous already about this. In a way, I might have? I told her it's more that these last few weeks have been SO raw and emotional that at this point I'm too tired to feel anything too strongly. I'm just... worn out.
Hungry. Gonna eat something soon. Tonight there is geeking, possibly followed by a little time at Pan (at the very least to meet back up with Will and give much wanted kisses - at least on my part ;))
Watching the last two Daily Show episodes on the DVR. Wheeee.
Therapy was all right. Talked about what's been going on the last few weeks, with friends and my relationship and my parents. She knew about the situation with my family, it was still fresh on my mind when I talked to her last. It was the first time I've ever cried in therapy. She noticed now that my emotions are far more controlled and subdued and she worried that I'd built up a callous already about this. In a way, I might have? I told her it's more that these last few weeks have been SO raw and emotional that at this point I'm too tired to feel anything too strongly. I'm just... worn out.
Hungry. Gonna eat something soon. Tonight there is geeking, possibly followed by a little time at Pan (at the very least to meet back up with Will and give much wanted kisses - at least on my part ;))
Watching the last two Daily Show episodes on the DVR. Wheeee.