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shingaThought I was better enough to go out last night. On one hand I'm still glad I did, had some good times there with friends that I needed (despite me being moody as fuck nearly the whole time - fuck you too, hormones)
But today I'm TONS worse. Losing my voice, too. Which is a very I AM DISAPPOINT situation because I wanted to go out to Pan tomorrow night but at this point it might be the Worst Idea Ever.
Home and warm today, drifting in between sleep and consciousness in a weird sort of way. Been hard to tell the difference between reality and dreams. Sometimes I wake up and think I see something that isn't there. Hallucinating? I don't know. Nothing insane, just... movement. Shadows.
My kittygirl is snuggled next to me and that helps. Will mentioned maybe lighting a fire tonight, watching movies while cuddling, maybe ordering Chinese food. He's entirely too good to me and I'm stupidly in love.
My head is swimming in confusion and exhaustion. Thinking = hard. Comic will happen this week even if it's late. It's drawn, just needs to be colored and finished and uploaded. If I don't do it today I'll do it tomorrow. Trying to get my headspace back into doing-Head-Trip-regularly space rather than my humor gland suffering. :P
But today I'm TONS worse. Losing my voice, too. Which is a very I AM DISAPPOINT situation because I wanted to go out to Pan tomorrow night but at this point it might be the Worst Idea Ever.
Home and warm today, drifting in between sleep and consciousness in a weird sort of way. Been hard to tell the difference between reality and dreams. Sometimes I wake up and think I see something that isn't there. Hallucinating? I don't know. Nothing insane, just... movement. Shadows.
My kittygirl is snuggled next to me and that helps. Will mentioned maybe lighting a fire tonight, watching movies while cuddling, maybe ordering Chinese food. He's entirely too good to me and I'm stupidly in love.
My head is swimming in confusion and exhaustion. Thinking = hard. Comic will happen this week even if it's late. It's drawn, just needs to be colored and finished and uploaded. If I don't do it today I'll do it tomorrow. Trying to get my headspace back into doing-Head-Trip-regularly space rather than my humor gland suffering. :P
