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[shinga]

The problem with crying yourself to sleep when you have insomnia is that... well, it doesn't work out well. Instead of getting to the sleeping part you just lay there for hours, crying, your thoughts getting darker and crueler until your insides feel hollow and sickly.

I feel so utterly alone right now, and worse, that the one I want to be held by and close to right now is simply annoyed by my tears. Or at least it seems that way. Which is fair, I'm whiny and it's late.

I should really start hiding myself better.