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[shinga]

Feeling like crap. Not physically ill or anything, just... down. Ashamed of myself for a variety of reasons. Tempted to take a long break from people... hide in my home and don't show my face. I don't know. Seems like every time I'm around people I disappoint them in some way. Or at least I disappoint myself. "Make an ass out of myself" were the words told to me last night.

Just feel like giving up entirely.

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[alchemist]

OK, straight up - we ALL do that sometimes. Sometimes we need to be called on it, but most of the time we don't. Hell, I figure I spent a good chunk of June (including some of the time at AKon) making an ass out of myself. I spent FAR too long in July & August kicking myself for that, and it's not worth it.

So it happens, we feel bad, and we try to stop doing it.

Honestly, though? You probably didn't need to be called on it, and he was being an asshole.

If you need a break, take a break because you need it. If you're taking a break because someone else is being an asshole? Well, I think you know how to operate a firearm...

(And for the record, I don't think you disappointed us at ALL when we met you in June. Probably disappointed YOU, because I'm pretty sure I'm not anywhere near as awesome as Ursula claims I am. *grin*)